A month ago, upon Ernest invitation, I take part in Malaysian Pubic Policy Competition (MPPC), jointly organised by faculty of Economics and Political Science, UCSI and International Council of Malaysian Scholars (ICMS). I am the team leader, as opposed to my belief that Ernest, who asked me to join this competition should be the leader in fact. Anyways, as long as the team, which is comprised of Ernest, Nathanael, Matthew and me can go along well, work hard together, then I am glad enough. Indeed, maneuvering a team of 3 brightest scholars is not that easy, but somehow, so far I am leading them well. Ever since the addition of swimming team training, Will Group facilitator program, UCAS application (which is the toughest and most time consuming part) and MPPC, my daily timetable is fully packed. It is lucky that I have 9 days of Raya break, during which I can fully utilise it to complete what I have missed and postponed during normal school day. I even worked more than 24 hours non-stop twice on MPPC side competition, and feel really exhausted. I wept in class, due to excessive exhaustion and sleepiness, and what woke me up was the IELTS result. I was like being boosted for the rest of the day by my improved IELTS result. At least, I know that hard work do pay off. It is proven that when there is a will, there is a way. Time is precious. When you have leisure time to spend, spend it wisely. When you are too free, too bored, you are actually burning your future down into ashes. What do I mean here? Time is also a gift by God for you to build up yourself physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually, of course in a good way.
Every second counts, for busy people. Some busy for no purpose, simply beacuse they don't have a vision to follow on. But if have found your passion, your mission, your vision, go ahead, at the speed you like. (normally close to full speed). It should be reminded that your objective have to be positive, so that it won't harm/ hurt others.
Writing blog post is a very good pastime( I treat it as a pastime). I have the chance to do reflections of my deeds, be they good or evil. From there, I enhance the good deeds I do, and avoid the bad deeds I did. From the failure of my resit of statistics 2, and the past 2 examples of how I excelled once I was given a chance to show my best again, it become so obvious that 'will' is what most of us lack(maybe I am the only one who lacks the will). With the will, for sure we can succeed in what we aim to do. Time to grow up, boy. Do away with all the bad qualities. purify yourself. For your own good. I am not going to publish it. Primarily bacause I am not good at coining words like how Lynton does. (haha, am I right?). I don't wish to wreak havoc, or make you change your view on me, straightaway. I am undergoing a transition. when you read this post, whether we know each other or not, just commend on it, for my own good. Dare to point out my mistakes, correct it, we will discuss. I believe, I have things to learn from you, and you may find something to learn here, lest a reflection.
Today, I am both sad and happy. I am sad, as I have wasted a big part of my life. I am happy, because I have gradually found my path. I feel that I am enlightened. Is it too late or is it too early? Why shall it be now? Can you explain the theory of coincidences which bring me and you here? All the happenings around?
p/s, I will make up my mind and tell you more about myself. :D be updated soon!!
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